tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17910230541969020962024-02-02T07:41:46.312-05:00GORHAMGORHAMGORHAM.C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.comBlogger73125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-48746826129852796742012-06-22T15:33:00.000-04:002012-06-22T15:33:54.357-04:00Hello, friend<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Hi there! It's been a while.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">I decided to stop writing after the residency project was complete beause I was Overwhelmed. Note the capital "O". Seriously overwhelmed. Finishing a project like that, moving 5 or 6 times, working as much as I could to save up for a trip home, being home for a month, reconnecting with family and friends, planning and worrying about the future, digesting life lessons, being uprooted for so long, trying to find work, trying to make meaningful art again, etc. There were many things happening around me and inside me and I just didn't have the energy to add one goddamn thing to that pile. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">*Note: as I write this, there are no fewer than ten wonderful humans I've neglected. You know who you are, and I hope you know I DO think about you every day. A massive apology and tonnes of love are coming your way. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">I still feel out-of-sorts, but I think it's getting better. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">Since the particulars of my absence would turn this short check-in into a ridiculously convoluted and wordy novella, I'm going to stick to the things I've been up to for the past... couple of days. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">1. Cold-process dyeing and eco-printing. I have a tonne of plants at my disposal, what with the back yard and gorgeous public park nearby (responsible harvesting is my second-highest priority. The first is avoiding poison ivy and other noxious plants). I'm testing prints on silk and cotton handkerchiefs (the ideal test size) and keeping my eyes peeled for rusty bits and other things to incorporate. The first batch will be ready by next Wednesday!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">Experimenting with diverse dye methods on local plants gives me a chance to plan for my future dye garden. Many wild plants I'm using have medicinal properties or are nutritious foodstuffs. I love becoming a resourceful and responsible gatherer! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">2. Weaving transparencies. I've started a small series of miniature weavings inside de-constructed books, using an eccentric-weft technique on a linen warp. When you backlight the weaving you can see the design "drawn" in with weft thread. Layer those puppies up and... I'm not really sure what'll happen. Hopefully something awesome. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">3. Yoga. A happy body means a happy brain, and a happy brain means more art and more love to give. I deeply miss being connected to my community through art, miss outreach and collaboration, miss seeing others get inspired. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New;">That's all for now, amigos! It's good to be back. </span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-70008949646284817102012-04-10T22:59:00.002-04:002012-04-10T22:59:40.893-04:00Finished!<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I finished my project on time at the end of March. </span><br />
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</span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-14659731974815264452012-03-24T21:15:00.000-04:002012-03-24T21:15:24.354-04:00Crystalline<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Tomorrow my project will be nearly complete. Nearly means I probably need a few more wolves, and one tapestry will need to dry before being sewn to the rest of the piece, but those things are small and easy to deal with.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I haven't written much about this part of the process- the ending of things. I've been vocal about my desire to wrap this project up for what feels like months, but the ending is a weird time in the creative process. People ask if I'm pleased with the outcome, if I like it, if it was what I had envisioned at the beginning. I have no answers. I've spent so many days staring this beast in the face that I can't see it, I don't know what it looks like. The only remedy for that blindness is to put the work away for a few weeks and pull it out again later with rested hands and fresh eyes. Right now, any evaluation is impossible. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Other things: I've cleaned out my corner of the studio, and boxed up the AIR library at home. I came here with barely anything and now there's an absurd quantity of loose fibre, dyed yarn, and miscellaneous fabrics clogging up my suitcases. I'm disgusted by my ability to acquire art supplies. Where did all of this COME FROM? It's ridiculous. I could make:</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">4 rag rugs</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">1 decently large weft-faced rug </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">4-5 pairs of socks</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">8 or more scarves</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">AND I have a bag of cochineal, several small jars of mordants, a little bit of madder, a rusty nail, copper bits, and a jar of rotting walnuts, not to mention books... There's no way I can drag all this around with me. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Dreading a summer of moving, temporary unemployment, and possible homelessness, decluttering is just one overwhelming task on my list of overwhelming things to do <b>right now</b>. Ugh. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I leave you with a pretty picture of various gypsums. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgc6-fj6nUV7HzSaZIlKBd3l6S6nhCHqm58cuiQrrs28-1iP4OZiZqu9dw1D4KqSYaWayVWOaCypHQHkHORFhmHY3iGm35OEo14FGjjC59WMNk2Y0GDHGWrX0ZdIVd5eESOGel6fy0vPsHB/s1600/gypsum.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgc6-fj6nUV7HzSaZIlKBd3l6S6nhCHqm58cuiQrrs28-1iP4OZiZqu9dw1D4KqSYaWayVWOaCypHQHkHORFhmHY3iGm35OEo14FGjjC59WMNk2Y0GDHGWrX0ZdIVd5eESOGel6fy0vPsHB/s320/gypsum.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: x-small;">If I was a rock, I wouldn't have to deal with yarns and moving. I could just sit in the earth all day and grow. </span></div>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-6195809005065010312012-03-16T13:26:00.000-04:002012-03-16T13:26:21.063-04:00What IS that thing?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Earlier today a giant remote-controlled bed frame with a diesel engine interrupted my breakfast. After a night of poor sleep (mad cleaning spree brought on by caffeine at midnight), I thought I'd gone completely insane when this monstrosity wheeled around the street in front of my house. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Turns out the bed frame picks up storage units and scoots them around, and this one was in the employ of a neighbour. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Moving along. Tapestry #1 is off the loom and I'm darning in the ends and sewing up a few holes before I dye it. Here's a 3-part sequence showing progress over the course of 6 hours or 8... I can't remember how long it took to build up that section, but it took a long time. </span></div><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">That's all for now. I'll be visiting family this weekend, and won't be able to finish Tap 2 on Saturday as planned. </span></div>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-80296527514772741612012-03-10T20:32:00.000-05:002012-03-10T20:32:26.873-05:00Success!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">This afternoon I completed a huge part of my project: THAT TAPESTRY! </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I had anticipated it taking another day to finish, but a few hours proved sufficient time. I'M SO RELIEVED! I have made real, measurable progress. The tapestry is woven. There's a second one, but it won't take long. Next comes darning in a few ends and overdyeing, but that's easy stuff. It's a big step toward completing the residency project, and I feel very good about it. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Here are a few photos of what I was doing before my last sad post, and this week I'll show you what the finished tapestry looks like. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The success of today (plus a fun shopping trip with Jennifer), coupled with hard work (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy techniques) over the past week, has shaken off the black dog today. I feel like my regular self, and I want to continue feeling like this. </span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-25675908390244871212012-03-03T17:02:00.000-05:002012-03-03T17:02:48.806-05:00Explanations<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">It's a new month and that means LONG OVERDUE UPDATES ARE BEING COMPOSED AND SOON YOU'LL KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Have I been locked in a creative frenzy with barely enough time to eat or sleep? Have I been struck down by some horrible illness? Did I take a road trip to some place gorgeous?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The answer is "no" to all three wild speculations, and I'm not sure if that's a good thing. You see, it's March and I've got a month left of my residency to pull together ideas and materials into some cohesively marvelous objet d'art. There's two tapestries that need finishing, books to find and purchase, dolls to find, applications to fill out... Plus apartment and job hunting, planning for the next year, etc. There's a little stress there. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I've been trying to find a way to tactfully say circumstances and chemistry beyond my control are adversely affecting my ability to be creative and happy. That's why this post took so long to birth. How much to my theoretical readers need to know? How much do I WANT my theoretical readers to know? Should I be honest, or ignore my hardship and focus on the few things I've done recently? And what if all the important work I've done recently is inextricable from the hardship? What do I say to you then?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">So... Well, living here has forced me to take action against my struggle with anxiety and depression. It's the greatest and most difficult gift this town has given me. I've railed against nearly every aspect of this town, but I think a lot of that was me deflecting anger at the internal stuff, you know? Back home there were enough distractions to make living with the black dog doable, but here, with those familiar things stripped away, it was just me, the dog, and a town full of strangers. Easier to blame external factors than to sit down and take a good hard look at my own behaviours and thoughts. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I'm in treatment now, and while it's still too early to feel changes in thought patterns and habits, I will say it's put a lot of things into perspective for me, and I feel more connected to my friends and loved ones as a result. I have hope that I'll finish this residency and summer in good health, with the tools I need to put my good constructive thoughts into action, and to live a happy creative life, and to finally make all of these things I currently don't have the energy and motivation to make. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Depression's a terrible, ugly, insidious motherfucker. It's something I'm dealing with, and for now, it's an unavoidable part of the context of my actions and artwork. I don't want it, one tiny aspect of who I am, to be so prominent in my journey, but we don't get to choose when to learn Important Life Lessons. They come up and we deal with them or not. I'm dealing with this one. No more black dog and all the energy-sucking, motivation crumbling, cry-face emptiness that goes with it. I'm sick of it. And I hope that in writing this, and by being a more vocal advocate for mental health illnesses and issues, someone feels a connection and seeks help for their own problems. It's hard to admit you need help, but it'll be worth it. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">A la prochaine...</span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-82443411680809449782012-02-24T22:25:00.000-05:002012-02-24T22:25:03.823-05:00Even More Brief Update<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I'm still kicking. Updates whenever I have the energy to post. </span><div><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">xo</span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-58976464163610085002012-01-30T20:21:00.000-05:002012-01-30T20:21:26.878-05:00Pulse<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I'm so pleased by the progress I'm making and the shape of the project so far. I know it looks like a weird blobby-beige thing - don't be so nervous, it's supposed to look like that for now - but the accumulation of hundreds of tiny steps will eventually be coherent and beautiful. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Living an inspired and strange life is a continuing priority, so I spent Saturday evening building a blanket fort in the living room. In a house like this, full of beautiful rugs and old chairs, the fort seemed more like a Berber tent or a Mongolian yurt. And with Bjork's latest album blaring at nearly full volume (as if the collection of odd furniture and my own strange costume [because you can't be in a blanket fort without a costume] weren't enough...), I made myself at home. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">1. Pull together my artist talk presentation and have it a polished gem by Wednesday</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">2. Practice 6 days of yoga without skipping a day...</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">3. Practice painting</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">4. Curate a collection of animals</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">5. Turn that coconut hull into something</span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"> </span></div>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-66463888498111467962012-01-26T22:03:00.000-05:002012-01-26T22:03:01.276-05:00Ashes and Diamonds<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Apologies for the lack of posting last week- I worked every day and didn't get studio time until Saturday. Thank the gods this is a 3 studio day week, and oh what a gloriously productive and happy week it's been! </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">First up, I need to thank the Guild members yet again for their support and understanding while I've been trying with varying degrees of success to sort my shit out. It's probably been pretty annoying to deal with me, and I've yet to help wash the teacups. Secondly, I need to thank the Burlington Public Library for being awesome in pretty much every way possible. If you ever visit this town, have tea with the Guild at the BAC, and then go to the library and talk to Lauren after you've biked along the waterfront trail. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">What's chased some of the gloom away? Phone calls, movies, meetings, and studio time. I've been talking to dear ML. out East about living inspired lives and staving off boredom/stagnation, and we (the Guild and I) have been working on the info package for the residency program for the coming year, I'm making things in the studio and work's crystallizing, and I watched "Ashes and Diamonds" like... four times (amazing, inspiring, gut-wrenching, gorgeous movie! Find and watch it)! </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<div><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Since weaving 12 panels in this fashion would take an insanely long time, I'm changing the construction of the boxes a little, and for the better...</span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And did I mention I'VE JUST FINISHED KNITTING A SOCK? </span></div><div><br />
</div>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-36932663222835908292012-01-12T20:03:00.000-05:002012-01-12T20:03:39.379-05:00First Studio Day of the Year<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I was in the studio by 9:30am and up to my elbows in plant matter and water shortly after! My goals: sample eucalyptus and kamala, spend time developing things for sale, work on embroidery project, and log a 10 hour day. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The eucalyptus branches I was given were from the Royal Botanical Gardens here in Burlington/Hamilton. I shredded them (and forgot to set aside whole leaves for hot bundling), simmered them, and added some silk and wool. Ground dried fruits from the kamala tree (or lotus tree) were also given to me by a wonderful guild member. I added the powder to water and salt in a jar, and heated it with wool, silk, cotton, and St. Armand watercolour paper. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The pot on the left is eucalyptus without a mordant, and the jar contains kamala. The other pot has a mixture of eucalyptus, vinegar, iron, and fibre. Amazing, eh? The unmordanted mixture gave lovely soft champagne and pale brown on silk and wool respectively, but the altered bath (and here I must give credit to India Flint for suggesting vinegar) gave perfect greys, or black had the concentration of dyestuff been higher. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Kamala, though difficult to soak out with water, gives bright saffron yellow on silk, a slightly murky yellow on wool, and pale buttery yellow on the cotton and paper. I'll take pictures of the samples the next time I'm in the studio!</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I'd like to visit the RBG and ask for eucalyptus cuttings, or frequent the florist downtown. It would be such a neat project to go through the botanical gardens and sample their plants...</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Moving along, I tried eco-printing fallen bourganvillea bracts on St. Armand paper, and it worked wonderfully. Possible product line...</span></div><br />
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</span></div><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I didn't manage 10 hours, but a solid 9-hour studio day is felt pretty good. I spoke with the clay studio technician and she's still on board with my project, so pretty much all I have to do is acquire more materials and dyestuff before I can move forward. </span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-84779420628159607162012-01-08T17:20:00.001-05:002012-01-08T20:00:19.843-05:00Beach Day & Art<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I woke up angry and confused after a long night of troubling dreams. Even after breakfast and some homework, I still couldn't shake those feelings, so I decided to get out of the house and make some art. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I grabbed a ball of string, some scissors, a camera, and set off for the lake shore. There was a gentle breeze from the north, not a cloud in the sky, and it was warm enough to go without gloves.</span></div><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I decided to make rock piles. They started off large: big, perfect waterworn rocks I carried from the treeline to the water's edge. Every 100 feet or so I made a new pile. 5, 6, 7, 8 rocks high. While I made these piles I thought of t</span><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">he weird dream-emotions I woke with and how they had morphed into grief and anger towards my family's lost culture, the blandness of this town, and also towards a great friendship that fell apart when I moved here. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">People watched me as I stacked rocks and walked. I didn't really mind. They didn't intrude or ask questions. I made it to the end of the beach and, turning away from the last tiny stack of driftwood, I left the beach for the walking trail that skirts the water. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">This small gesture of art/healing ended up meaning more to me that what I had intended earlier in the day when I set out with the string and the scissors and the camera. I spent three hours today walking and piling rocks! Who's to say if I could have spent the same amount of time and energy on a similar project if I hadn't woken up on the wrong side of the bed, or if I lived in a different town, or if that friend had kept in touch, or if history had treated my ancestors with kindness instead of hatred. I'm grateful for the beach today, and I know there's be more art experiments soon. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Though it wasn't easy to get there and definitely hard to leave again, the visit home was a godsend. It's difficult to describe just how happy I was to be with my family and pets and friends. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">That should mean more writing too, and not just for this blog. I've got to start putting out applications for exhibitions and scouring the land for good jobs in my field (in Toronto or Newfoundland please!). Admin stuff, stuff I'd rather pay someone to do for me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Oh well! Intense Studio Time begins next week. Lots to prepare!</span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-58912725071922153032011-12-21T10:25:00.000-05:002011-12-21T10:25:49.707-05:00Happy Winter Solstice!<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Get out your candles and holly boughs, it's the winter solstice! Instead of knocking back eggnogs and celebrating the death/rebirth of the year, I'm going to be at work, scurrying through stockroom mazes and barely tolerating the body aches that accompany a 10 hour shift. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The Life of Birds, narrated by the fabulous David Attenborough</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I really like movies. I don't much like sitting still for an hour or two at a time, but the movies (and TV shows) I've seen captivated and inspired me in a variety of ways. Five of the movies on the list brought me to tears, and I'm not a sob-in-the-theatre kind of woman. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">To balance that screen-staring, I read a great deal. Everything from Egyptian mythology to surveys of modern Pagan witchcraft to stories about Newfoundland, and yoga manuals. I need a good dose of fiction next, and thankfully the Central library here has a fantastic selection of everything. Browsing through those tidy shelves, finding gems, and chatting with the librarians is well worth the risk of being harassed by one of the free-internet using creeps that hangs out near the CD racks... </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">1. It's been difficult to get to the studio, what with my precarious financial situation requiring more hours at the shoe shop than at the workbench. I'm okay with how that's worked. It's not ideal (really, winning the lotto or marrying rich would be ideal), but it's temporary and I can handle temporary. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">2. What have I been making? Not a whole lot, to be honest. I've prepared the loom for weaving after Christmas, dyed a few skeins of yarn, and began working on a present for my grandparents. I've started drawing again. I've made mind maps. Overall, December has not been a productive month for me. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Which leads me to a redefinition of the word "productive". I feel guilty when I don't put in enough studio hours, when I spend more evenings watching movies or reading than making tangible things, when I work on little things instead of the Big Important Objects. People like to see Big Important Objects, and I do too. The problem with being obsessed with making Large Things, or expending large amounts of energy on one thing, is that when I shift gears and spend more time and energy on the smaller projects and inspiration-gathering, it becomes more difficult to measure what it is you're doing. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I've got a week in Burlington before heading home for the holidays. A 34 hour work week, a visit-friends-in-the-city week, a pack/clean/write/mail/eat week. I'm going to spend time this week making goals for the next year. Here's how they're shaping up:</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">1. Love more: Accept the natural creative highs and lows of artlife, worry less about being in a town that doesn't suit me, learn about heritage, cultivate a strong voice. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">These Resolutions are still in progress, but I like them. I like heading home for the holidays even more though. SEVEN DAYS! SEVEN! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">First up: the <a href="http://www.thebac.ca/get-involved/events1/soup-bowl/">Burlington Art Centre</a>'s Christmas sale and soup bowl fundraiser is happening tomorrow through to Sunday. There's some wicked work being sold, some of which is mine! BUY MY STUFF BECAUSE I NEED TO PAY OFF THE PLANE TICKET HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS!</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">In a roundabout way it connects to my next thought, which is the Improved Mental State I'm experiencing. In the days following my last post (I know, it hasn't been long) I've started to feel better. Better about my relationship with the studio/this town/this program. I'm making an effort to set boundaries in the studio to preserve my time and energy, and I'm reaching out to family, friends, and mentors back home. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Monday night precipitated a massive shift in how I address some of pent-up studio anxiety and I felt good enough to work all day Tuesday and return in the evening. There was a weaving night class, and I was taken aback by how nice it felt to be working near a school-type setting. I chatted with a few students (madame, c'etait une plaisir de vous parler, meme si mon Francais est pitoyable compare a la votre) and settled in to work. It felt a little like being back home :)</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Now I'm facing the reality of having charges for a plane ticket home for the holidays on my credit card. It's painful to look at, but it doesn't matter because later in December I get to see the most handsome cat in the world, spend much needed time with my kooky and wonderful siblings and parents and friends, and I get to eat a stupid amount of fantastic food that I neither have to make nor pay for. I'm going to need new pants. I do need new pants anyway, but these ones will have to be larger. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I came across a notion in a book I'm reading, regarding double-lives. The paragraph in question speaks specifically about the tendency of some Witches/pagans/folks of alternative religious leaning/etc. to hide that aspect of their life, whether to ensure job security or avoid being ostracized or ridiculed. The argument was that this fragmentation/segregation of the whole was detrimental and that only by fighting for a whole acceptance of the self could a person truly have a free, strong identity. Or something like that. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">It seemed like an affirmation of the Big Life Lesson I struggle with (speaking about what is important to me). I shouldn't have to stifle my voice for fear of negative confrontation. In the past couple of days I've seen just how much life and general outlook can change when you make your feelings known. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">One last thing: I found ingredients in the cupboard and made veggie sushi tonight. It's amazing. </span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-35807096811222666012011-11-13T22:08:00.000-05:002011-11-13T22:08:01.081-05:00Obstacles and Elephants<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I try to focus on the positive in my blog, but lately it's been damned difficult to do. I feel isolated, I sorely lack the dynamic critical dialogue and creative sharing of my old community, I'm uninterested in this project, and uninspired among other things. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">It came to a head on Thursday or Friday and I just didn't know what to do. I'd spent the last couple of weeks dragging my sorry ass from the studio to work, moping around, working up the energy to get out of bed, and living in a bad state. I knew what was wrong, and I knew there were more things out of place that I couldn't define, but I couldn't see a way out this whole mess. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I called my dad and cried a lot. Again. This has been happening frequently since I've moved here. My dad put the situation in simple terms: either pack up and leave, or find some way to get what I need from other sources and make it to the end. I also spoke with two other friends in the following days.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The day after I skyped with my amazing friend and mentor, <a href="http://www.whitefeatherhunter.com/">WhiteFeather</a>. It had been a while since we spoke. Seeing a friendly face and hearing a friendly voice made me feel so, so much better. Hearing about her own experiences with residencies and creative/emotional/huge life challenges put my experiences in perspective and gave me maybe not courage, but at least a little bit of hope. Hope that I could change my attitude towards this place and get through this residency with some modicum of sanity.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I called another friend today and after we hit disconnect I knew that phone calls, skype, emails, and letters were going to be my salvation in this suburban hermitage. I simply do not have a community here, so I'll just have to maintain long-distance relationships, and visit Toronto whenever finances permit. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">An ongoing lesson for me has been <i>giving myself permission</i>. Permission to change my mind, to do what I want, to be inspired or uninspired by an idea, to let go of what doesn't work for me, to not hold myself to imaginary obligations. Yesterday evening I was feeling okay with this re-revelation, probably a little more empowered than usual, and began shouting in the kitchen. Not angry shouting, but empowered, soul-affirming, backbone-building mantras at gradually increasing amplitudes. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"> </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I took it as a sign of easy times to come when I found a little statue of Ganesha in the house I'm living in. I knew him then solely as the Remover of Obstacles. I vividly remember finding the statue and thinking that I'd come to the end all the SHIT I had to push through in the past year. "Fuck yeah! Finally caught a break!" Now I know that there is still healing to be done, confidence and vision to hone, and my current situation is simply an intense and finite space in which to fix that shit. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">A fantastic package of seasoned birch bark from <a href="http://gatedhillstudio.blogspot.com/">ReBecca</a> came in the mail today and it'll go into the dye pot next week, <a href="http://www.thebac.ca/get-involved/events1/soup-bowl/">schedule permitting</a>. </span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-21982342283097439402011-10-31T14:39:00.000-04:002011-10-31T14:39:12.959-04:00Surprise!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Apologies for the lack of updates lately. It's been hectic here, but I have good news! I found a part-time job and I've stumbled upon an amazing new dye!</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I also took a trip out to <a href="http://www.geminifibres.com/">Gemini Fibres</a>, a charming fibre arts shop packed to the gunwales with books and spinning wheels and soft things, to (in theory) window shop, but... my strict budgeting regimen goes out the window when I see hand-turned wooden earrings and silk carrier rods. I managed to walk out only 9$ poorer. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">During my first two years, maybe three, of college, the deep concentration and stillness of weaving came close to the awe of looking up at a night sky free from light pollution, or the brilliant life in the vast spruce forests of my childhood. Weaving, spinning, felting, sewing and dyeing became my mental anchors when other aspects of my life were in chaos. Over these few years my hands have learned new skills and I've stretched into the territory of fine art, but my practice always returns to the deceptively simple manipulation of fibre. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">There is balance in weaving. A balance between physical effort and acute focus, a constant rechecking of position and pattern and tension and beat. It is outrageously complex and completely mesmerizing. There are epiphanies. There are heartbreaks. All the while you are allowing the thread to speak to you, and you, in a quiet trance, listen and respond with your whole body. You are a part of the loom and your essence is in the cloth. </span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1791023054196902096.post-663010822227168252011-10-13T20:30:00.000-04:002011-10-13T20:30:30.323-04:00You May Address Me As "Colour Wizard"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Will you look at that? The Bird of Paradise is blooming in the solarium, right in front of my loom! </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">Today's been a wonderful and productive dye day. I realized this afternoon that all of this play is developing the palette for the entire residency project! I feel good about mucking around in the kitchen and taking my time. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">The quest for colour continues on hand in hand with plant dye education. One sweet lady took me out to the back yard last week to collect maple (acer saccharum) leaves "to make red dye". Sometimes it's easier (and kinder) to show people why their assumptions don't work rather than shoot down their good intentions, so I dashed around the yard like an idiot, bundled up the leaves in some tannin-mordanted muslin, and steamed the hell out of it. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I haven't used the steam technique extensively until now, and it's very exciting. I dyed this plain weave cotton scarf </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">with a mix of peony (Paeonia sp.), rose (Rosa sp.), pin cherry (Prunus pensylvanica), and purple laceleaf Japanese maple (Acer palmatum dis. atrop) leaves and a quick tannin mordant and I wrapped it around a rusty anchor for a post-mordant. I thought it was quite hideous at first. It wasn't until I pressed it and stood back to get a good look did I start to notice the depth, subtle colour shifts, and all those good things you hope for in a one-off dye experiment. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I've been saving leaves from the Japanese maple in my front yard (acer palmatum var. atropurpureum) and fallen flowers from a Bougainvillea (sp.) living in the solarium for some sort of wacky experiment. This morning I hammered some into tannin-mordanted muslin a la India Flint. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">And the experiment turned out MARVELOUSLY! To the left is a garlic chive seed head, centre is the maple, and on the right are delicate Bougainvillea bracts. </span></div><br />
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</div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">I tried steam setting the Bougainvillea with a few other things in a pot, and the colour diffused. It looks more like a dreamy watercolour rendition of the flower, so perhaps a quick steam set with an iron would work better. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;">In any case, it's all very exciting! Tomorrow I'm going to plaster the town with posters for my story collection event, and if this rain ever lets up, I'll go out and collect plant matter for the eventual production of big dyebaths. </span>C. Gorhamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04465587893797789981noreply@blogger.com0